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one-handed…

i’ve been rocking out for a week now with one hand… it hasn’t been as bad as i thought it would be, but it still eats ass… life’s little difficulties have become daily accomplishments… putting a shirt on or washing my hand is an ordeal… i used to just get ready in 5 minutes… now it’s about 15-20 before i can get the day moving…

at least it isn’t my foot or leg… i mean, i can still run and walk and get around which is sweet… i have been able to skate a little bit here and there as well, but i had a first time feeling the other day… i felt scared on my board… i felt insecure and out of control… i was chilling on a mini ramp and felt the need to get off it as quick as possible…

it was still addicting to be on the board, but that feeling of certain injury was awful… granted the ramp was new and i hadn’t skated since the fracturing of the wrist, this feeling was not cool…

being on my board has always been a safe place… a home away from home… something that makes me feel normal… it gives me a sense of daily accomplishment… to have that taken away has been a bit harsh…

if i was 16 years old, i’d be right back on my board as if nothing happened… but being older and more paranoid about shit, i feel the need to let it heal properly… maybe that will change when i get this ridiculous splint off my arm and into a normal cast… i can’t wait to shred.

once again, never take your health for granted… being healthy and living without constraints is a gift… get out there and use your gift to its full potential…

peace and noLove…

2 Comments to one-handed…

  1. Sabby's Gravatar Sabby
    11/14/2012 at 12:12 pm | Permalink

    do you jerk off with your feet now?

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