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a new path…

looking for jobs sucks… it is difficult and mentally draining… it takes your confidence and stomps on it… usually when you look for jobs, it is not always what you want to do… it is what you have done in the past that dictates where you will work next… what if you have never really liked what you have done before? you get stuck…

reviewing my resume these days is cool… seeing where i have worked and the experience i have acquired over the years is fulfilling… the resume also acts like a time capsule… you see where you used to work, and it reminds you of the cool people you met and the hardships you dealt with together… i was reminded of many good times as well… it’s the one part of looking for a job that doesn’t suck…

seeing all the jobs i have had leading up to this point in my life leaves me in the same rut i have gotten myself out of at every job… i don’t want to sell things… i don’t want to lie to people… i don’t want to “just collect a paycheck”… on the other hand, i want to help people… i want to be myself… i want to be fulfilled at the end of the day… how do i do that?

it’s that cliche of, “if i knew then what i know now” bull crap… but i guess i had visions of being able to move up at the places i have worked at… i was raised to believe that if you work hard, you are rewarded… well, that never happened no matter how much i put into it… so, going off on my own is the path i wanna take… it is just a matter of time and effort… it is exciting to imagine, but i am not a dreamer… so, let’s do this!!!

the fork approaches… i am focused and decisive… bring it on…

peace and noLove…

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