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meaningless expression…

lately, i have been thinking about how to go about my life… i have a constant struggle between the realization (and belief) that my life is insignificant and feeling the need to express myself in this reality…

i have expressed it before, but i know that life is a gift… we are not supposed to be here, but we are… so i will take the opportunity to smile and be happy as long as my heart beats… my purpose in this world is to positively affect as many people as i can… i will continue to do that until i cannot… but i also realize that none of this matters in the end… my light will go out and the world will continue to spin… my existence is useless to our understanding of our purpose… and i can live (or die) with that…

with the knowledge/belief just explained, i still feel the need to express myself… if it doesn’t matter at all in the end, why do i bother? what is my opinion gonna matter? my only explanation for that is that it doesn’t matter… you have to do some things to feel fulfilled… expressing myself makes me happy…

i can assure you that my inner dialogue about this topic has been way more complex and deranged… regardless, i think people can relate to this… constantly trying to find your purpose in life can be draining… knowing that life is something to be celebrated is a good start… figuring out the rest is the fun part!

peace and noLove…

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