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complicatedness…

life is complicated… there are infinite paths and ways from life to death… it’s crazy to look back at every seemingly insignificant decision you’ve made and where it has taken you… you make the majority of these decisions thinking you are doing the right thing, right? i’ve pointed out many times that there is no universal rule of what is right and wrong… so, what one person sees and believes as “right” is not congruent with another’s… right? haha…

i’ve lived a third of my life away from my hometown… in that time, i have learned to live a different lifestyle from my hometown… not better or worse, just different…

being away from home allows me to see the world without influence or filters… when i return home, my new ideas and beliefs are always challenged by my family and friends… it is hard to explain my experiences to them… describing how you have been influenced or affected by someone is difficult… how your beliefs have changed is also difficult to explain…

it is also hard for them (fam/friends) to understand and embrace… they have been in the same place where they may be meeting new people and doing new things, but the state of mind is constant… tolerating a different perspective is not easy… i understand that, but i don’t share that difficulty.

many things in life make no sense, but we always have to explain why we believe certain things… i don’t get that… in a world of perfect complication, i see no reason for reason… be who you are and follow through with what you believe is right and wrong… it’s that simple.

peace and noLove…

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