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away from homesick…

the longer and longer i am away from my family i realize more and more i am trying to get away… from what i am still not sure… i love my family and friends with all of my heart… i owe my entire life to them… i am indebted to them forever… they are really all i have…

i wish i understood more of why i am keeping myself distant from them… they love and support me beyond anything i could type in this passage… being away from them makes me uncomfortable… but i embrace that insecurity… whenever i am with my friends and/or family there is never a dull moment… they make me feel amazingly comfortable… at home…

i wanna continue my experiences in life with more randomness and awkwardness… when i am away from my family i can find discomfort… insecurity… doubt… and fear… sounds like a bunch of shitty feelings but they are real… that is a huge shout out to my family! your support, love, and understanding cannot be replicated…

i guess i wrote this to shout out to my family that they kick ass and melt faces… i also wanted to reiterate to people that you cannot find yourself if you are always in your comfort zone… get out… whatever that means to you… get out.

peace and noLove!

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